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Monday, December 19, 2005

blanketing stupidity

Remember my last post, when i was bemoaning the lack of active brain cells? And i thought that was bad. right now, i am sitting under an umbrella of lethargy, and it's driving me insane. I ahve a hundred and one things to accomplish, yet everytime i start on each task, i lapse into boredom and start fidgeting at something else. So i give up and hop over to the next thing, only to repeat the cycle all over. i feel like a butterfly, flitting from flower to flower. Take what i am doing RIGHT NOW as an example. i was, until 2 minutes ago, doing my chemistry homework. And look what i'm doing now. i am soo lethargic that i have painted half my thumb with nail polish before losing interest altogether. Now, half of myleft thumb is catching the light of the study lamp. How droll.
The weirdest thing is, i've got an infinite amount of things to write about. Life, until yesterday, was full of colour and excitement. Life was bursting with activity. Yet all of a sudden, i sleep way past my alarm clock. i get headaches after 3 hours of staying awake. When i went shopping, i showed a disgruntled face unto the smiling world, and i was positively irate at the girl who walked around with her handphone blasting MP3 songs. I am actually complaining. ARGH. Give me a day to recover into my sunny disposition. Right now, i feel like the suspicious stuff that float about at the bottom of mummy's bottle of apple cider vinegar... think "NObody loves me, everybody hates me..."